where is your boy tonight?

days away but falling behind

Tue, 30 May 2006 22:08:22 GMT

has a month passed by so quickly? maybe it hasn't been a month, but it will be.

i'm lost right now, down in the hollows of my mind - still dreaming of the impossible loves of life under upplausable circumstances. it's not the moving hitting me hard, it's the knowledge i'm stuck inside of myself, sitting with you - although i don't think anyone will ever see. nowadays i get stuck on the most common errors, just choked up on my own thoughts. stories playing out in my mind that will never come true, stuck in the fantasy, drawn into my shell by the reality of everything.

do the have pills for this? or is this all the illusion that life plays out for us? sometimes i wonder if i see everything from a different angle - everything seems sharper inside, but blurry at the edges - only the parts your suppposed to see.

this is more for my onw benifit, writing down words on paper never seems to help - trying to find a way to let it all out. i could talk about going to sleep in invisible arms but that wouldn't be right... right becuase it seems wrong to me that i must draw into my own world to be happy... to be in the perfect place.

life isn't perfect and there are far more people suffering worse illnesses than i - mine seems to center around having to constantly care though. of course, not always for the right reasons. this is messing up everything and not even television can take my mind off dreary clouds floating on the surface of my eyelids, hovering around the invisible you and me. but this isn't about love, or any pansy stuff - although i wish it ran as shallow as that. swept up in your words, drowned in my own.

...

right. sorry to be a clutter. on hiatus, still working on icons i guess, when the fancy strikes me.

ciao.

Sat, 06 May 2006 02:13:55 GMT

I've gotten my new laptop - thank goo, so sorry for lack of updating and iconning, give me like, 4 weeks, (i'm sure i'll post more icons before that, though, i've made mor, i just don't have the time to upload them to photobucket... :/)

lots of love! <3

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 17:09:27 GMT

God - SO sorry for not answering anything, I won't have internet until Tuesday, some stupid Virizon rule about un-updated information. I'm not ignoring anyone - Thanks.

Oh, and sorry to clutter anyone's friend pages, this is the only place i have time to post this in!

Meg

icons.

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 19:12:13 GMT

really, after my obsessive icon-making phase I seemed to run out of creative steam... ^^ so these are just the ones I did trying to gain the 'creative steam' back.

most are william moseley, because I had so much fun watching Narnia again.

8: William Moselely
2: Will/Anna
4: Other Narnia
1: Random Tree
7: P!atd.. weird.
3: GOF
2: Dan Radcliffe Contest Entries

1: My first ever wallpaper. {William} O.o
2: Friends only banners. {HP}
1: P!atd banner

preview:

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sorry it's such an odd size ^^

^^above are my lovely *heh* attempts at.. uh.. other things.

Comment(s are nice) | Credit (always) | Nomination(s are wonderful)

Also, taking requests, (in an attempt to help my creativity)... let's say, 15 requests, 5 to friends only, 15 to everyone else - First come first serve. Must be a fandom I at least know, and it helps to be specific, just "Make me anything!" doesn't help much. I could make you a pie. And one per person as well please, as in each request I will probably make 2 or more icons to make sure they are nice.

icon posta-rama.

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 23:46:18 GMT

Experiments in Colour and Style.

Let's see... instead of writing my Holocaust essay this weekend I made icons. Yay for me! (But I did get research done, and fine-tuned my thesis statement.

[4] Random POA
[3] Stuart Hastings as Remus Lupin
[11] SS/CoS Quidditch
[7] Augustana
[8] William Moseley
[10] Panic! At the Disco
Total: [44]

Preview:

01.02.03.

04.05.06.

07. 08.09.

10.11.12.

13.14.15.

16.17.18.

19.20.21.

22.23.24.

25.26.27.

28.29.30.

31.32.33.

34.35.36.

37.38.39.

40.41.42.

43.

Rules:
• textless icons are NOT bases, I will, however, add personalized or other text to textless (or easily modified) icons upon request if I have the time.
• don't hotlink, please.
• CREDIT crashthepartyx always, anywhere.
• comments and nominations are wonderful
• be sure to enjoy!
• oh, and feel free to friend me if you like my icons or share my interests.. whatever.

Notes:
• Credit Page coming within the week, I promise.

new layout & questions

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 02:09:33 GMT

New layout banner/colors... I like this much better..

Ok, I have a few icon-related questions:

I normally always post in hp_icons, but I don't just do the HP fandom, and I like doing band icons, (especially p!atd :D) as well as many other things, and I was wondering if anyone could suggest (who may see this post in their wanderings) what the best other communities are for other fandoms and misc. icons?

Expect an Icon post sometime within the next day or three.

poa icon goodness. (with a smidge of gof..)

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 00:38:28 GMT

Yay. More icons. =) I was experimenting.. again. Enjoy!

[17] POA
[3] GOF

Preview:

01.02.03.04.
05.06.07.08.
09.10.11.12.
13.14.15.16.
17.18.19.20.

As you can see as well, I was sorta attatched to black and white and oddball colouring. ;D

Rules:
• textless icons are NOT bases, I will, however, add personalized or other text to textless icons upon request if I have the time.
• don't hotlink, please.
• CREDIT crashthepartyx always, anywhere.
• comments and nominations are wonderful
• be sure to enjoy!
• oh, and feel free to friend me if you like my icons or share my interests.. whatever.

small icon post.

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 01:54:30 GMT

Just got bored today and found these nice pics from those awards that everyone is making icons with... so.. yeah. Not my usual style, I was experimenting. Acually, I always experiment, so I guess I don't have a so-called 'style' anyways.

13 icons:

[12] HP actors/Ship/Trio icons.
[1] Uh.. Paris, France.

Credit crasthepartyx. Don't Hotlink. Comments = Love. Nominations = Love.

Teasers: 11.5.

1.2.3.

4.5.6.

7.8.9.

10.11.12.

13.

OK, don't ask for the colouring in #7, it had 63 layers. Yes, 63. OMG. ^.^

ENJOYY

whee. first batch of 100 icons!

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 20:40:57 GMT

OK, so I've taken up this 100 icon challenge! O.o *gasps* I don't know what made me do it, but, it's turning out fun! I wanted to have my first post be all the first 50 themes.. but it didn't turn out that way so whatever. Ok:

[38] out of the first 50 themes for my 100 icon challenge, of Sorcerer's Stone.
[1] Ace from AI
[5] Other HP, + contest entrys.
[4] Mr. & Mrs. Smith

TEASERS: 1.2.3.

#2 OTHER tied for first at hhr_stillness #3 OTHER won first at trio_stillness #4 OTHER won tird at trio_stillness

001: magic	002: muggle	003: good	004: evil	005: dreams

006: truth	007: lies	008: loyalty	009: hero	010: love

011: hate	012: hope	013: power	014: weakness	015: light

016: dark	017: time	018: season	019: friendship	020: child

021: adult	022: freedom	023: chains	024: trust	025: lonliness

026: lost	027: longing	028: sympathy	029: laughter	030: pretend

031: happily ever after	032: fight/battle	033: sadness/crying	034: heart	035: sport

036: odd	037: normal	038: song/lyrical	039: quote	040: blackandwhite

041: house colour/s	042: unsure	043: positive	044: negitive	045: never-ending

046: party/celebration	047: blossom	048: belief	049: sweet	050: sour

001: OTHER	002: OTHER	003: OTHER	004: OTHER	005: OTHER

006: OTHER	007: OTHER	008: OTHER	009: OTHER	010: OTHER

hahaha. yay.

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 21:22:56 GMT

Kinda pretty new journal layout. YAY. Header by me, overrides (which are lovely) by reversescollide, here.

YAY.

Anyways, I'm working on a bunch of new icons, I've made about 20, btu I didn't like the way about 14 came out... I'm planing on posting them when I get around the range of 55-100+ Which, looks like, Sat. or Sun.

UGHHH. AND I'm sick of the layout on my site... so ew. I'll be fixing that soon.

Off to Walmart.

icon kick.

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 18:06:57 GMT

I've been on a majoy icon kick lately... 55 icons posted the other day, and I'm going to put them on the website soon.

Yes, about the layout - I like it like this. Simple and Plain. Ok, so images are pretty.. and all that jazz.. but, I like this, simplistic, and it's not like I acually use the journal much.

If anyone is acually looking.. (wow, how odd would that be?) I am taking requests. Wheeeeee.

OH! And here is the icon post from hp_icons.. acually, this is mostly for myself so I can remember it hehe.

55 multi-fandom icons icons for your pleasure.

[001-003] ron/hermione
[004-000] harry/ginny
[005-010] draco/hermione
[011-026] other hp
[027-031] american idol
[032-035] panic! at the disco
[036-037] mae
[038-042] hawthorne heights
[043-000] fall out boy
[044-045] augustana
[046-055] green day/billie joe

Enjoy! Credit is required. Comments are lovely. Second Icon Post! Yay!

TEASERS: 1.2.3.

ZOMG, like I said, enjoy!

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006	007	008	009	010

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omgwtf. i'm a loserrr.

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 21:09:28 GMT

Yay. It's called being so caught up in my website and not even making my own layout. rofl. I'm going to change the image though - as much as I do like Mae, and was ssooooo suprised to find a layout of them. I was like, whoa, Mae? Awesome!

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